Amy (bukan nama sebenar)

This story is about a friend that i met few years ago, Before going further down my storyline i would like to state that i'm not a judgmental person towards anyone..since i believe in giving second chance to others as well as myself, to me there's no one perfect out there.

We're meant to have friends, our family & our loved ones out there to make us complete in one way or another. However through the years i've known this friend of mine, let's name my friend "amy" (bukan nama sebenar ye) shall we? :). I felt that amy tend to keep away lots of things from me, it does bother me when we befriended after quite some time. However i always brush away my negative thoughts about amy, perhaps amy has reasons to not share the things that i felt i ought to know as a friend.

There's one time when i asked amy about it, amy turns quite & sour perhaps to let me drop the subject. Well after befriending amy for few years down the road i had to confront amy about this situation and amy claims to proof it in black & white.

One day as promised amy came by to bring the proof of my disbelieve, after dinner & drinks..i was too tired to raise the subject and amy left with the so called "proof". When i wake up the next morning..i text amy " i thought u said u wanted to leave the proof behind" but amy din replied to my text. After a while i decided to call amy, and amy told me "sorry, i carry it off with me yesterday..can i scan n email it to you?". I replied " i thought we have agreed on the hard copy?", the air is heated with arguments between amy's word and my heated chest. After which amy claims the line is not good, that amy can't hear me clearly..amy told me will call later.

To my surprise (actually i'm not really surprised)...amy didn't even bother to call nor sms. Amy only called the next evening about 45 mins past 7. Amy tried to speak as if nothing had happened, and sensing my unresponsive tone..amy said "i'l scan it and email you tonight, ok?" since i didn't agree on it on our arguments the day before.

At this point of the conversation i realized that i have no more strength nor passion to continue my friendship with amy, i guess we have reached a so called T-junction that i decide to drop amy where amy belongs.

Dear amy, though i feel like i wanna whack you off your arse..i decide to let it pass me, i believe as best-est friend of mine said " karma pandai la carik amy tu nanti"

p/s: i'm not writing this in a sad mode, in fact a very calm one..since amy actually never really

belong to my journey ;)